The Breakable Story !

Lately , my days are really in chaos ! Everything came out like lightning , My mood even can’t rest ! I mean be happy , Family , Friends and Relationship .. Now that I realize I have nobody , Yesterday , even I cried on my bed , no one knows about it , no one realize , no one care ! I have nobody ! even my own  friend can’t understand me ! they think I’m a shit maybe ! yes , I am ! who wants me ?? a shit then ! I admit it, no one care and loves me ! I have no one to talk to ! To me , I’m now alone ! Alone !! Alone ! yes alone  !  maybe all hates me ?? what I’m wrong ?? tell me ! I’m like a little puppy , lost its mum and siblings ! that’s my situation ! do you understand ?? no you not ! you never ! just care about yourself ! I’m alone ! Help me ! I need somebody ! somebody to understand who the really I am ! no one wants me ! what I need is just a friend who knows what is friendship , a friend who can calm me , a friends who always there when I need them ! I don’t need their money ! what I want just a LOYAL FRIENDSHIP AND FAMILY ! you have that with you isn’t it ?? I don’t have L ! I wish I have ! I want them to ! but they don't want me ! I tell you something, anis farhana got syafiqah , nadia got azimah , anis qistina got syafiqah , suprani got faizah , sabrina got suprani , amber got suprani , arnie got athirah , cristy got yi ling , ern yee got cristy , narissa got zhi lin ! but me , ALONE ! I have nobody ! again and again I tell you ! I do not choose friends ! I can’t choose ! I'm not saying i am a friendly person ! I got enemy too ! like you ! you also got ! am i right ?? Can i have a friend ?? i need a girl ! i DO NOT need a boy !